Castles made of sand

I know myself well enough to know that I do not know myself

And I thought I was in love with you when in fact I loved the idea of loving you

Or the idea of being in love

And I tried and tried until there was nothing left for me to try except leaving

So I left you

And now I'm left

With no where to go and no one to love

I thought you could save me but in fact you're the one who needs to be saved

Because you couldn't accept how I refused to be enslaved

And I hope you will find who you're looking for, after you find yourself