I’m trying to put my words into thoughts but I can’t succeed
The only word I can think of is ”fuck”
So fuck it
Fuck the fact that I’m constantly imprisoned alone with my
feelings because I’m limited with a vocabulary containing words belonging to a language
I was never part of creating, where I can’t even begin to describe what’s going
on in my mind
Fuck the fact that people can be put in jail for defying
societies stupid rules and norms, most of which we practically never question
but always live by
Fuck that little voice in the back of my head, the one who
keeps telling me to accomplish something, to make some kind of difference when
the only results are feelings of insufficiency and guilt, fuck it, staying
alive is a fucking accomplishment
Fuck all sorts of worthless little needs, like the urge for
a cigarette to calm ones nerves, and fuck the times when you have cigarettes
but no lighter and nobody around you is smoking, and nevertheless, fuck it when
you don’t have cigarettes and everybody around you is smoking, and fuck it when
you’re in bed and want to smoke but don’t want to smoke in bed and don’t want
to get out of bed
Cheers to smoking in bed
Fuck the times when you want to fuck, I mean vaginal
intercourse kind of fuck, but don’t have protection hence don’t fuck, and fuck
the times when you don’t give a fuck hence do fuck AND don’t reach orgasm only
to end up with a fucking disease or unwanted pregnancy
Fuck unwanted pregnancies, fuck illness, fuck poverty, fuck
pollution, fuck homophobia, fuck fascism, fuck racists, fuck animal torture,
fuck corruption, fuck censorship, fuck colonialism, fuck oppression, fuck
shitty movies like transformers, fuck fashion, fuck diets, fuck commercials,
fuck misogyny, fuck everybody who fucked you up including yourself, but don’t
ever say fuck depression becomes enlightenment never comes from happiness.
