lördag 30 mars 2013

The world is so small....
I hate bartenders.
Brothers, fathers, motherfuckers.
We understand, you're lazy.
Stop trying to find humor in it.
But what else could you do, I guess...

NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOUR FUCKING POOL.

Fuck this worthless piece of shit whatever.
I don't know why I'm wasting my time
WHY CAN'T I JUST GET SHIT DONE.
Is it because I'm useless,
is it because I'm scared,
is it because there's no shit to ever possibly be done by me.

I'm not going to be famous.
"So why bother?"
"Live big, dream bigger."

Fuck that shit.

Girls

"I really like him too, he's nice and funny and when we have sex there's no part of me that wants to pretend I don't exist."

Lena Dunhams character Hannah from Girls.

torsdag 28 mars 2013

måndag 25 mars 2013

"En människas sätt är omöjligt att förändra."

Hanaa Nadji, min mor.

måndag 11 mars 2013


The following words are the lyrics written by my dear friend Emil Erstrand to "White Fox", a song to be released by him and his band Grapell in April. 


So much to fill with something
And little to take of meaning
Study the words of ancient ghosts
Or just get a child
Let’s have a child, you and I

A little kiss behind the pole
A white fox in the snow
When someone held a weapon to your throat
Then I knew what to do

No one knows you like a do
When I put my hands on you

A garden in rain, a garden in rain
The spring fire is tamed
My body behaves in strange ways
I move your hair from your face

No one knows you like I do
When I put my hands on you

So much to say about nothing at all
And so long between the feelings
Study the words of ancient ghosts
Or just get a child
Let’s have a child, you and I

No one scares you like a do
When I put my hands on you

söndag 10 mars 2013

I dare me

From the day I first heard myself thinking I have searched;
for an answer, a guide, a meaning.
I haven't found it yet,
so I have now decided to stop looking for it.

I believe it's like looking for your keys when you're in a hurry
the stress eats you from the inside
and your frustration takes a hold of you.
You look everywhere where they SHOULD be,
where they are not,
only to find that you were holding them in your hand the whole time.

I'm only what I think.
And I think of how I feel.
I won't find deep meaning and purpose staring myself blind
looking everywhere I think it should be.
So it's time to stop looking
and start being.


To let go,
is just another way of pushing the limit.

fredag 8 mars 2013