Second chance

Aaaaaaaah. Memories! Reminders! I have all these things to do and I can not make myself do them. Pack... Unpack. Pack. Unpack. Leave home, leave the country, leave your heart and your sorrows behind. I am lost, I lost faith. How can I ever believe again? How could I ever have believed? We want the same thing, for once. But still. Paradise is far away and never to come back. I can not rest my head. My heart is done.